I've been observing it all lately.
Enjoying the prescence's of people I never waste time to notice. I've been selfish for too long. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

Schools on the sinking ship, we're going down slowly, but not slow enough. I'm losing patience with everyone I have to usually deal with but I'm trying.

I want to write again. I want to share words with everyone around me and not sound so mixed up. I just wish inspiration came easily to me. I'm not an artist.

I like him more and more each and everytime we speak. I wish you found the switch of positive light that I've been blessed to always have the option of. He doesn't understand the mistakes he's making now, and I don't know how to wake him up. This hurts not just him, but me as well.

My relationship with christ is slipping, but slowly. I'm grasping it as closely as I always have, but my neglect on studying faith in itself is poor.

My family is small now. I like it this way.
I feel the love. Its warm. I beggining to enjoy every second I'm on this planet. I wish everyone did. I wish we could all quit worrying and just enjoy what it is we have here. And trust in god.

I'm so scattered I can't possibly be an interest anymore.

it feels as if..

I can look at my life from the outside and be satisfied. Stability may not be a strength for me but integrity is a shoe in. I love every second of my time here. Taking it for granted is like a giant slap in the face to god, and I would never ever want to do that.

My faith is finding its way back.
My family is still as dense as we were before. My mom is getting it. And Me,myself am getting it. Pray always.