Schools almost out and I couldn't be happier. This year was good to say the least. I made new friends and lost the old. I guess things always change when you don't want them to.

boys are always on my mind. These hormones are unbearable. I wish god didn't punish us with things like this. But who's ever had a trial without a blessing to follow it? Anyway, I have given up on him and no longer intend on caring o' so much on his descions and rather focus upon mine. Its not like I will prosper from him at all.

I don't want friends anymore. The more I don't want the more I get. Its ridiculous. Everyone around mes so generic and cold. I feel older. I don't want to be like the generation before mine, because I already hate mine.

Pray for my faith. I need all I can get and a push into that direction.