your heats not as broken as you think

Dear Hailey,
I know you probably won't read this, chances are appalingace.blogspot.com isn't number1 on your list of priorities but you've been on my mind and prayers a lot lately, and I want to get this out.

The answer is to just let go
The betrayel is to the past
The cocoon dangels empty
The desire outlasts the object
The effort lingers
The frustration is in how pointless the effort was
The ghost does not make itself transperant
The heart knows nothing except its own mind
The ideas are not enough
The jealousy is always there
The killing blow is sometimes the softest
The life you lead can be detoured
The moment you know cannot be taken back
The new you will try to bury the old me
The oppurtunity has passed
The past is inopportune
The questions all grown from why
The reality will always be contended
The sadness will ebb
The trouble is the time it might take

So while you ponder in the darkness you'll eventually realize your not alone. You'll realize you never really were alone. You just subtracted us all one by one for a quick pit stop, that's all. Because I can create an excuse for you. (Only If you want me to.) The ugly words cannot be erased, only discredited. I'm telling you this in the only way I know how. I hope it came out as an act of love. Because truth is: I DO REALLY LOVE YOU.


P.S.
See, he is not worth it.
See, he never loved you.
See, there is no going back.
See, for us please see for me.