nothing has changed all over again

"Only love can break your heart, and if your world should fall apart..."

I have no idea where we are going.
I cant seem to make up my mind.
PLEASE GIVE ME MORE REASONS WHY.
I waste so much time when i stop to think about it.

School is so slow. god so slow.
I would kill for something new.
I feel like i know too many people,
or let me rephrase that people who think they know me.
I miss the actually people i opened up to in the first place.
The persmission is the best part.

I am so sorry if it seems im distant.
I should probably not try so hard to be a terrible friend, or person.
I don't want to end up alone, i swear i dont.
I miss you like you can't imagine.
This kind of distance can't even be found in the stories we read or movies we see
I mean, it doesn't feel like it can. Not from where I am.
I'm all alone, at last. I'm all alone, at last.


I often miss this little girl
whose dreams had no barriers...
who believed in a world
where anything is possible
with a heart that was full and unbroken

I can't hold onto this.
I haven't seen you for a number of months.
I know I said those words
I know they sounded like the truth
I just want to say I'm sorry. I'm Sorry.
I miss you, I don't care if im not number one right now.
Someday someday soon. That's alright.

p.s.
you aren't being punished, you just haven't been rewarded yet.