expectations;

We made plans to be unbreakable
Love was all we knew
No insurance for the unthinkable,
Blindly get us through.
We've been searching for a lifetime,
Short as it may seem.

Riding on the flames that spark us,
While igniting dreams

Mistakes we knew we were making.
Mistakes we knew we were making.

I'm confused as to why I'm sick.
I keep having these vivid dreams, and they don't make any sense. They never make any sense. I'm trying to piece them together but its like they refuse to fit. It may be a reflection on how I feel about him or him. Or everything in between. although they aren't nightmares I wake up with tears, endless tears. I have many worries and all these 'mistakes' are racking up some serious hate. I think what I need is to spend a day at the park in the grass, developing hives, and picnic.
I love my Friends, even if they aren't convinced that I do. They've been through this before. My headache is eating at my already shrivled brain. I just want school to start. Sitting at home reviewing who I can and can't see is getting too tiring. Summer always leaves this gap, and I'm just so happy to know that ill be able to see this sunshine while I'm living. I'm not so sure my future family will.

Its always cut short. You won't go away, and I keep thinking about you, thinking, thinking, thinking and I'm just stuck being the 'sinking ship'. I hope your happy with yourself.