fireworks

I'm starting to believe everything everyone says. Its not vulnerability its way more pathetic than that......I feel discouraged with the future and what's in store. If there even is either. I shouldn't worry but I do.

I feel bad for him and him and her and him. I'm not accomplishing anything when I sit back and watch, but I won't fall again. I'm still here wishing and praying like I'm mother teresa herself. I don't need to care, but I do.

I should have given him a reason to stay the last time. I look back on all of them and know that they are all I have to show for watever effort I set fourth. I am sad today. This won't be forever. Promise.



Pray for comfort.