the day has just began and I cannot shut my eyes and sleep in peace. I think I'm going to pray that i'll find the inner strength I need for this to all just blow over and forget.
He really did hurt me by slowly but surely handing me the news that ruined every good intention I had with *him.
The only person I can trust right now isn't even visible. It all comes down to me trusting, and my judgement in probably the poorest out of us all.
I want to go now. I don't want to see anybody ever again and right now deep down I'm sad. I'm actually sad. I really do want the livin' to be easy, but everythings gotten so hard and unrealistic its starting to eat at all the sunshine I have left to hand out.
I don't even know what I'm doing or saying half the time, even if your reading this know that its not half as over dramatized as it sounds. (If it does at all) I am lost.
This is the time where I start to TRY, sadly my phase of 'fucking people over then having them fuck me over and bitch about it' has just begun. She needs help.
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