I have never felt so revolting in my life more than I have these past two weeks.
I continiously make mistakes that reflect negativly off of my relationship with god, and don't get me wrong some are fun but others are down right scum worthy. I made the mistake of almost letting my last piece of morality slip and I feel like I am the worst human being alive.

But on a brighter note, I have decided to end my whiny depressing blogspot posts. They make me sound really annoying and I usually don't let off that impression. (Colleen may be reading this and laughing or smirking(what a bitch))(yes, that was a parenthesis in a parenthesis.....) I am not going to let off some sunshine and kittens attitude. It is summer I am leaving for texas this sunday. Well, supposed to be leaving. I am working on my list for every trait I want in a boy/future husband. Starting with: godly, and reliable. :)

(Song of solomon 7:9-12, thanks identity!)

I realize that I let off the impression that I am a small child. I still plan my future wedding and am going to start praying for my future husband starting now. Hayley rogers should probably do the same......

Pray for my possi attitude in future posts.